I make videos about my recovery from an Eating Disorder

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Hey there my sweethearts!💛

I'm currently fighting with this annoying and obnoxious voice in my head that I call Eddie aka my Eating Disorder. Eddie sometimes loves to bring some of its friends Debbie and Annie (you know who I mean hehe) to the party but you know what? The cops are coming and the party's over.

I make vlogs about my recovery and try to crack some bad jokes from time to time to make life more fun. It's really hard for me to open up about some of these things but I try to make this journey as real and as transparent as I can because I know that there's too many people out there struggling with this and they're afraid too. If you are one of them, I'm sorry that you had to go through all of this crap but now we're here and we're going to fight it together!

My videos unfortunately get demonetised when they're uploaded because Youtube seems to hate people that are trying to raise awareness about mental health. I really love making these videos and I think it's very important to talk about these topics that's why I'll continue to do so!

I love you and thank you so much for your support.

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